3 years since Arwah passed away. A lot has happened. I got married again, Asyraaf was born and a lot of things that happened that I would rather forget than remember. Obstacles that was too high I could not reach. But it was part and parcel of life.
ALHAMDULILLAH. That is the only thing I want to say to Allah. I am truly blessed. Given a test I thought I couldn't go through but I did get through it, given a new life that truly needed my patience to understand and bear with it, and given new perspective in life. Life is not as we want it to be. It never will be.
Though my test is different than other peoples' may be, the way you build your life back is pretty much the same. You cry, you suffer, you fall, you learn. That is all there is to it. It is not a reason to make costly mistakes. For there will be consequences...that you will regret for the rest of your life.
I am disappointed with a friend. I truly am. She was divorced but she did not learn. Having a lot of people around her did not matter to her. Having a lot of support was not enough. Having people who cared is not either.Yet she seeks understanding from the very people who cared and held her hand. If only she knows how lucky she is to have a family that cares, a family that is there for her no matter what she did and friends that really cares. If only she knows how much she is worth. Disappointed I am...truly.
Sometimes... truth hurts. It comes from a heart that wants the best for her. Anyway...what do I get to have in return..? Nothing...actually. Zero, none. I could've kept on being a hypocritical friend, saying all the things she wants to hear...but is not the truth. But I wish her all the luck in the world because I see no reason to be there for someone that does not know how to appreciate. I am sorry...there will be other friends that can do that for her...
Best wishes in your life...friend...:-)
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