Believe it or not, to see my child gallavanting around in my living room has always been the picture I had in mind before I had a child. But now....phew....somehow the warm glow in that picture is gone and there is only the sounds of his head being knocked on the the legs of the coffee table, or the his head on the floor or etc etc etc...He is everywhere now. Once I found him choking himself with a toy, pushing it down his throat.And we now find him stuck in between the cot tiang in the morning, and he will just turn around and gave a cheeky smile as if saying "I know I messed up but can u please free me from this cot?"... and it eventually became a ritual every morning to make sure he's not stuck to his cot, to make sure his pillows and blankets are put back into place since he did a 360 degree turn in the cot and everything was EVERYWHERE.
Now I know why people say pahit manis...u can't live without one of them but u can't live with either too...:-) But it is oh so worthwhile... after a hard day's work and you come home to see his angelic face staring at you and giving his infamous cheeky smile and held out his arms to be taken by you. I live day by day on that image...
But sometime...I do wonder where this angelic, docile little boy went...*grin.
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