POTTY...? Naahhh...

I have a friend...his name is Mr Potty... Naahh...I'm not gonna start my blog with that. Although i have had my fair share of potties...:-) Anyway, been a long time since the last update. My best friend's determination to FINALLY write in her blog after years of cobwebs spinned in her blog inspired me to write something today...LOL

Let's start with Mr fire. Almost got fired last 2 weeks... This was as a result of taking too many mc's during the hospitalization of Asyraaf and then later my eyesore as i mentioned in my previous blog. As it turned out the eyesore lasted 2 whole freaking weeks!!! It was a nightmare for me...I couldn't read, drive or even watch TV. There was always this cottony-like 'something' in my eyes and made it hard to do anything. Besides the watery eyes and the pain from the sore of course. Definitely not a disease I'd like to bump into in let's say....20 years??

Anyway...(sorry for being sidetracked), as I mentioned I was almost fired. It shook me and it took me a day to recover from it. But then when I thought back....what did I do wrong? Yeah of course I had to cancel a lot of classes but it was not of choice for me. No mother in the world would want her child to get sick. If given the option to leave my child or quit, it would definitely be the latter. But I was really disappointed by my boss and the management (aren't we all..?), how it mattered to little to them about the kebajikan of their staff. As long as it doesn't cut them of their profits....it's okay. If we work long hours for them...it's good. But if it doesn't concern them... to h**l with their staff. What a sick world we are in... maybe I'm not good at the a** kissing ritual everybody does to save their asses but at least I expected a little bit of compassion out of the organization I work in and also the people around me... There is always the wheel of life, sometimes you are on top of it...sometimes you are at the bottom of it...How humans always forget that their time of difficulties will come too...

I was not allowed to take any leaves of any kind untill next September- no more MC, No Pay Leave etc. So no Raya for me this coming Raya Haji and any vacations will be held off until further notice. Hehe. but I am taking things in a stride, I am calmer now, (well...I may have freaked out for a while...:-)) without the the illusions that this world is a good place, that everyone can be kind to everyone else in your time of need and all the *^%$#@! lah... I have been in worse situations before...when I didn't eat for days out of grieve...and I am still alive alhamdulillah...I hope and pray Allah will always help me and my family and give me the strength to be strong...

By the way...SELAMAT HARI RAYA...maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki...from INA, MUNIR and ASYRAAF....